Anxious Mess

Here’s the deal…I’m an anxious mess this week.  A total hot mess.  I can neither control my emotions nor understand them nor keep them in check.  Crazy-to the-town.  My mind is in a 1000 different places.  I have a list a mile long constantly in the back of mind.  Things pulling me this way and that.  Jesus and heaven on my mind non stop.  Hudson’s birthday is Monday and I sat last night and realized I don’t have anything ready to celebrate this crazy good kid.  And he’s been anticipating this day for like 6 months already.  I told him yesterday he only had 4 more days until his birthday.  He looked at me with this sad/so excited I’m going to go crazy nutso face and said, “Why didn’t you tell me?  I had no idea.  I’m…I’m just so excited now.”  Now let me throw something together asap.  We talked details which included a chocolate blue Chima cake with Crager on top…holy crap were in trouble…rainbow waffles, chocolate Oakland A’s cupcakes for his class…again, holy crap were in trouble…snickerdoodles and sprite for his baseball team…he has a double header on his birthday…and Wendys and/or pizza to eat.  He’s a big food guy…can you tell?!?!?!  He’s clearly thought about this way too much.  Josh Kelley and I are destined to disappoint 🙂

In light of the straight up insaneness going on in my head I thought today I’d just post recent orders.  It’s what I do in a pinch.  I’ll try and distract you with colorful fabric.  Look, look over here.  Ha.  I mean, I just can’t even form a legit real thought…other than “How on earth do I come up with a chocolate blue Chima cake with a mythological crocodile on top?”  It’s a real thing.  Anything you guys want to hear about next week?  Lay it on me.  Why don’t you sweet people just write all my posts for next week.

I’ll leave you with these pretties.  More name pillows and text key fobs and a lovely 6×6 custom canvas.

Amon and I have an intense list of to-dos which will surely end in us binging on emotional Chickfila and/or an entire bag of pretzel M&Ms because, well, that’s just what I do.  And who wants to make Hudson the worlds most obscure birthday cake ever?!?!  Don’t everyone volunteer at once.

Enjoy your weekend.

Happy Friday.

4 Comments

  1. Hang in there lady! Deep breaths!

  2. Girl, you got this. If I lived in your town, I would help! Seriously though, you always manage to make their days great! Also, your name pillows are always so beautiful, but these might be my faves. 🙂

  3. i hear your panic Be Still and let God take over. He’s Got you wrapped in his loving arms. You are an amazing mom and your kids adore you. Huddy will not be disappointed. Praying for you.

  4. I agree, you got this! Just googled Lego Chima birthday cake and OMG – tons of pictures! Some very easy and some pretty intense. You are so talented, you will be able to make one easy peasy! Then steal his own Legos to put on top as decorations. Happy Birthday weekend to Hudson.

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